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Today is October 17, early. I'm lying here listening to Amsterdam by Coldplay,
thinking how awesome it would be if I were to die tragically in my sleep, listening
to beautiful and sad music. If I had more energy, I'd get up and put the fan in the
window for more cool air, maybe go make a playlist of sleepysad songs for me to
listen to. Although I guess if I had more energy, I wouldn't be in bed at all, so
it wouldn't make any sense.
Earlier today (well, Sunday that is) my eye was watering for seemingly no reason.
Am I maybe so far gone
that my body needs to cry but my mind is pushing it aside, for the sake of "getting
through another day" at work? Today I was getting pretty much near the end of my
rope. Lawrence and some other co-workers were trying to make me feel better. When
I got home from work I had the idea that we need to request an iPod Amnesty. Just
like A Day where people cannot bring them in or have any questions or really
acknowledge that they exist. Rather a lot of fuss over what is for most people, a
toy. They say they love it, but keep breaking them. And then talk smack about us,
the co, whatever, when it happens. Please, a day off from that, would be nice.
When it comes to dying, one thing I always think about is whether the people from my
work would have the day off. Like at the deli they could have asked deli-workers
from the other store to cover, I suppose, if one of our own had passed on. They do
the same thing for the xmas party, so that as many ppl as possible can attend. If I
could leave nothing else behind I would want to know that my friends got a day off
but I bet the mall woudln't let them close.
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